Summer Break! DO WHAT YOU WANT!

Hey guys!!

Yes it's summer and my school just ended (for two months...)!
Well I have to say that I don't have any topic today, but I'll try to write about something, so if you have nothing else to do, come and join me hahha!
Well, I have no idea what I'll be doing in the summer, back at home everything's quiet and still, nothing big's happening, but I like that kind of a still life, so peacefull and greatful. It's almost 2 in the morning, but I don't have time to sleep, I have a whole summer to do that haha!
So, I talked so some of my friends and found out, that not everybody is happy to be back home for two months, we are like from every other corner of our country haha and it's not that big (the country), I must say, but you know the distance is decent, so we don't just travel from one corner to another and it literally takes two hours to drive across, but if you have nothing to find there, why would you go haha. And you know in the capital city were I'm going to school, like I said we are from every corner of our country and now we are parted, but that doesn't really bother me that much, I mean, I said it before I have like two persons inside of me: a "party" one or "interesting" one, the the other one is that one that is writting, the still and peaceful one, so I like it when I'm alone. You know, I'm white and lonely haha and not every one's like that, some actually have a "life" that they left for two months! And the past came back, chasing them; when you're home everthing can attack you from your past, and for a whole year you could ignore it, but now where will you go, where will you hide from it?
And I think that's the big fear. Like some people are "homeboys" (if thats the right word :/ ) and some like to start again, start over all the time and both of those situations can be good, even great if you ask me, but if "homeboy" goes out, he will be afraid and if "if/then" (I used this term from the musical if/then cuz I think that is has some sama things, a person who is not sattle woth their lifes, "why should I be happy with this life IF I can live better, find new better things to live for" and that other part is THEN) person sattle somewhere he'll get upset too. And some of my friends are like that, and they met with old friends and it was like they didn't know them, like they met for the fist time all over again, and of course you won't feel good about that and it will be strange and weird and you won't have nothing to talk about or they would just talk to others and you'll be like standing there quietly.
And I think that should not ruin your summer, cuz there are so many things that you could do, just enjoying yourself and if you'll be troubling yourself with things that will get you down and try to fit in, even if you know that won't work, you just have to relax and just look at the things that are in front of you and are making you happy! You don't have to fit with anything that you don't like right now, you are free, you can do whatever you want, enjoy and be happy, go to the field and dance with the sun and you'll feel how happy you can be, cuz there is so much more to enjoy then just wait for those two months to pass.
And I know, if you are reading this you would probably think: "ummmmm NO! Everyone is happy that the school's over..." Yeah everyone is, but not everyone's happy that they won't be with their friends, some even cry and I must say, I'm not a very much of a sad and crying person myself, so I don't get really upset about leaving for two months, I mean we will still see each other in two monts, not a big deal, but for some it trully is a big deal and they just have that in their heads and everythnig else is wrong, boring and sad, even if it's the best thing, now that's a bit extream but you get what I'm trying to say right?
Some people make plans for summer and they are sad too, cuz the plan usually doesn't work, cuz you can't plan everythnig and deep inside you know that, but you still do it, cuz you wanna be organize, and that's okay, but sometimes you just have to be a little spontaneous!
I say, that you should live and enjoy things that are around you, never get bored, cuz you can do so much right now, if you are reading this and you are already bored I'm telling you stand up! and DANCE, SING, CLEAN, GO OUT AND, AND ENJOY never forget to do what you want, now's the time to be whoever you want to be and do whatever you wanna do, no metter what everyone says!
And with all that drama talk I'll just put this Gaga poster that I made for her DWYW song, to give you something that you can remember from this post.
Never forget: ENJOY! if you won't do it now, when will be the time?

And yeah I found somethnig to talk about yay! I knew there was a reason the open up Blogger!
haha so have fun and hope I'll get idea for the new post soon!

One more thing, if you want me to talk about something in particular, you can comment it and I sure will!

And I must say thank you to everyone who is sharing my blog with friends and getting me more views! Thanks you so much! And I'm glad that you enjoy it :)

Another quick thing: What do you think about new look of the blog???? Like it? Too much??

Enjoy your summer

Pa3k :D