ARTOPOP and Applause + VMA

Hey guys and all little monsters here!!

You don't know about this, but I'm very big, huge fan of Mother Monster aka Lady Gaga!!
Applause!!!!! death!!!! Love it love it love love it!!!!!!
ARTPOP!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!
VMA I almost died cuz the live broadcast didn't work, but when Gaga came up, everything worked!!

So today I want to talk about Applause and Gaga's performans on VMA!!!

I was blown away by her, song of course, costumes, past in the performans, and all rising if I can call it that way.

I'll start with the set and what I think about it in the artistic way.


I think that it shows the world which is not explored yet-the white colour ( like ARTPOP era is not explored yet) And Gaga is like a new thing in it and as we know that the set is white, she comes out in white (bloody Mary) which shows that she had been put in this world pure and innocent and she is trying to fit in and then she is black (amazing bodysuite).

 I think that that it shows her difference in that world and her desire to be different and be herself no matter what anyone thinks (you know black vs white) And as the performans is going on, we see her in more colours and diffrent costumes (presenting different eras and her past) in my mind that shows how she grown and how she is growing from that boring white world and how she is exploring herself as a person and as an artist, but still, there is the white world behind her-the world that doesn't understands her. And there are dancers in black too, in my mind they are us, little monsters, which helps her being up there between the stars and she is the queen,because she is a fighter and we love her so so so much because of that.

Now I wanna start where I finished in the set, about her being queen.

If anyone watched the interview on Good morning America with Gaga then you know what she means about the song and how and why did she wanted that clown make up on.

Gaga is a special singer and performer and special person. She doesn't want fame or money, she wants love and she wants to be loved and she wants to take that feeling on stage and strew this feeling between Little monsters and make them feel good and special in their's skin and persona (that's why I love her so so much)
And she made/wrote Applause because she wanted to show fans that she has something beautiful to give them and live because of that and I think that she shown that, she really did!

So if anyone has their own opinion or thoughts about that, I wanna see your comments!

Be happy, don't be afraid to be yourself, keep on and stay tuned!!

P.K.

Beauty of writing the blog!

Hey guys!

Today I'll talk about the blog and me blogging. Why did I start? What do I want with that? What do I think about it?

1st how did I start? Well while I was looking for some answers and thoughts about some theme (I don't remember what was I looking for) I saw/read some posts on the Blogger and they were about them selves and their's days and stuff like that. If you read post here on Blogger you probably know what am I talking about.
So I didn't want that, I'm not famous and nobody is interested in my day or what am I doing so I started with posting my paintings and then I left for like a year or something like that. And if you read my blog (talking to those two person, who are reading me; btw thanks for taking the time for reading this) you know that I write when I have something to say, so my post are written like every week or maybe not, it depends on when I have the inspiration to write.

So for today, I'll be one of that other persons who are talking about them selves (don't take me wrong I talk about myself too, but "in the different way" (?), hope that you know what am I talking about)

My first post was I think Somertime sadness, I know it was lame and boring, but in that moment I felt like dying... hahaha bored, but my feeling-and I was talking about myself. That start was something that fell of me, cuz I wanted to talk and speak and tell people something, even 1 or 2 I don't care, I just hope they like it :). Something pushed me to speak and talk and inspire people trough my thoughts and way of living my life and then I started with things that inspires me or helping me or even troubles me and trough my process of living I want to teach you and help you with some stuffs/things. And as you know I always start with the opening (sometimes question, sometimes just a pologue) and then I start to talking about this perticular thing with meaning in my life or how do I do that and then I try to inspire you and give you some tips to be better at this, to don't be afraid of doing that, everybody make mistakes (like today I got sharpie on our leather couch, thank goodness nobody was hope, so I had time to clean it, uhh Hallelujah that was something)

these are some of the posts, in others I talk about my look through the movie, or book (I really haven't done the book yet, but I'll do it, already have a book :) ) so throught those posts I want to bring your eye in the hidden place of movie and maybe see it from the other engle, maybe better one (i don't know, nobody complained about it, should I add yet? )

So this is my prospective of seeing my writing and here it comes tips and tricks about it.
Maybe don't listen to me, cuz I don't have a lot of viewers, but if you do here is some of my tips!

1.Don't be afraid of doing the blog, if you're doing cuz you like and not because you want to be popular and shit, I mean along the way that could or should happen (didn't yet with me)

2. Write and thing about things that you know and love, for those you don't know ask or instructe yourself about it.

3. Don't ever foget about your feeling, put that in your post so you give something more something special in it

4. Don't be sad if not a lot of people are reading you, you write from your heart and people who see and read that can be happy, even one or two

5. Don't rush while writing, cuz thoughts comes in different moments

6. Be happy that you have a blog and you can write from your heart not just about your day and how were you washing the dishes :/

I hope that help you in some way and here is the final touch to that post...the epilogue

I love writing the things that I love and the beauty that those things has. You'll get the beauty of writing trought your posts and way you think.
So never forget that you were put here on this planet to be yourself!!

Night!

I want to talk about night and what people see in it.

Yup it's a black hole that doen't starts anywhere or finishes anywhere, it's just there...

Sun is tired, and he has to go to bed! Just kidding haha!

Night is here for us! To rest, relax and enjoy! Night is there for inspiration! And why? I would say, because it is mysterious! We can't tell why, but we can tell that in the night everything comes to us! We don't have to fight for a dream or thoughts that come to us in the night. I would say that night is our poem!

And I'm so glad that I can hear him! I'm so glad that I can talk, speak to him (please don't take this in a mad/strange way, cuz I'm talking metaphorically)

A lot of people talks about beauty of the night, because we don't know how she (I like to say that night is a beautiful maid, hidden in the dark) looks like, but we do hear her!

And something dark is very magical (dark, i mean beautiful dark)! And magic is something that doesn not exists, but we can feel it! (hope that you understand what am I talking about) 

Even Lady Gaga talks about it!! I just love her!!! She wants to marry the night, be different and don't give up, because night is something strange but beautiful!

And I like that!!!

So I challenge you to go out one night for a walk and feel this beauty (I have to say, that will sound stupid, but sometimes I'm afraid of the dark, but not in the nature, because you see how everything is resting-flora, fawna) and when you feel it enjoy for few moments! And then you'll hear her every night before you fall asleep, she'll never leave you!

P.K

Black swan!!!

I have to, because I always die in my mind when I watch it!!!

Let's begin with the opening!

Spotlight on a girl, lonely but happy and full of life! Alone in the forest-emty stage with fog! When you see her, you know who is she! She's Odette the most beautiful girl in ballet world if you ask me. And we see that same pureness in Nina ( the central character), she is that innocent girl, which wants to be there in the spotlight; but there is that little thing that doesn't get her there; she can't let her go; but by that, I mean, I still feel that she is totally in the character, but she doesn't let that one little piece get in. (back to swan lake) But then there comes an owl! Rothbart, the great wizard as we know him! Who wants her!!! So he turns her into the most beautiful and pure creature: the swan! ( I mean who would not like to be a swan people!) She is sad...In the Black swan story, there is her teacher Tomas. She sees him as Rothbart (bad and evil), but he really wants her to be perfect (Rotbart gets that by turnig Odette into a swan), but she just can't let that happen. (Tomas does thst on the wierd way, by sex :/ )

Lily!! She's just great and sweet and she can dance! It's just Nina who's crazy!!

But Nina sees her as Evil, dark side that wants to bring her down.

And here we have it! The Black swan! 

Odette can't fight her (Odille/the Black swan) and Nina can't be her (Black swan), we have two different sides in two different stories. But let's don't forget that Nina is crazy and Odette is not. So Nina has "power" in her to bring the evil out...and Odette...she's a little virgin-the beautiful one :)

And here we have it! Here two stories separate and each one go in the different direction. So Nina has it! Strength to bring an evil twin out of her, but Odette she is too nice; So two stories with same beginning, different meaning and...same end!

So Nina has it, she is a black swan too!!! She is evil, mad and crazy, but this is too much for her, just too much!! She gave everything out of her to be perfect, she tasted the dream for a moment, but...like we wake up from dreams, she had to wake up from hers, but the part of them was true...blood was true,but not in a bathroom, but on her skin! 

Back to Odette; she lost the prince, the only thing she could love in the world (as the half swan, half maid) She tasted the dream too for a moment, but the future was not on her side. No! The only thing that could save her and everybody was...her own death!! Guys, she never looked suicidal! But love makes you do stange things if you ask me.

So she runs on the edge of glory and look at Rothbart, then at the prince and then at all swans there.

There is no other way, she felt it! Love! She felt love!! When she realise that, she jumps from the edge and nobody sees her again! 

Nina is feeling that moment as Odette/the white swan, but not just in her head...she is really dying!! Now she knows that it was too much for her, too much for her to take. She is standing on the edge she sees all theatre in tears even her mum is crying...now she felt it, perfection, she was perfect!!

Now, we don't know what happened after, is she ok? Did she die? Did she survive?

I know that is not the "ending" end, but in my view is the perfect end!!!

Now another point of that movie, is ballet!! The most beautiful art on this planet!! But I'm not saying that because we see that on stage, I'm saying that, because of all hard work back there in the ballet studio!

And in the movie we can see and we can also, accually feel that beauty on stage, because we know what happened behind all that makeup, costumes and set and perfectly danced art!

And I hope it's not too much, but I wanted to present you the way I see, feel that amazing movie!!!

Hope you guys love this movie as much as me!!

P.K.