Dreams

Hey guys!

Wow it's been a long time since I sat down and write something for you and for me. So it's already 2015...crazy. I wish you all a happy, successful year! You are amazing and your year will be awesome!

So today I want to talk about DREAMS. We humen we are wow crazy, we know so much, but it's all hidden. Yes we do forget things but in the back of our heads there is so much information that you couldn’t imagine (well I’m not a scientist or anything, but that obvious right?).

So Cinderella said “A dream is a wish, your heart makes...” and now that I’m thinking about it, it is kind of true. A dream is a thought that you need to remember but you don’t. I wish i was writing a dream journal or how do they call it, because I think that you could really find the missing pieces of the puzzle, or maybe just find out more about you. It’s so creepy when you think of that, but I think that it is kind of important to try to remember your dreams and try to connect them with your everyday life, because sooner or later it will turn out good!

Like that will be a totally banal example, but once upon a time...hahah just kidding a while ago I forgot my PIN code for my bank card, well I never actually knew it :/, but it was written in my phone, and I somehow lost it, I thought that I delete it or something when i was “cleaning” my phone... and for a moment I was devastated...then I forgot about, because I didn’t need it, but then you wouldn’t believe it, I dreamed about it! Though I was told that in the dreams you can’t read (I’ll get to that later), but I saw those numbers written on a paper in the dreams. When I woke up I didn’t think about it that much, I guess i didn’t remember it, but while we were eating that scene just popped in my head, those numbers. And I was like: “Wait, could that be... nah ah I don’t believe it...” and I didn’t think about it. It wasn’t until the week before New Year’s eve, when I was searching through my phone, trying to find some verses I wrote last year as New Year’s wishes, that I found the PIN code and it was the same combination that I dreamed about! Crazy! I was blown away really.

So like two days later we went to visit a very good friend and the talk led us to dreams. So she said that many times she could realised that she is actually dreaming in the dream. That never happened to me and I hope that it will some day. So she was saying that she tried to read a book and she couldn’t in some ways she couldn’t read or the words didn’t make any sense. She also told us that in the dream it may appear that you have more or less than 5 fingers on your hands or toes on feet. That’s just crazy. So I don’t know if that really means anything, but I just read that if dream is in black and white it may be, because it is like a warning or some kind, if the dreams are in vibrant colors they should be good dreams. So I’m thinking about how it feels when you know you are dreaming. I hope you understand that I’m usually being personal in my posts so excuse me for saying, but I do believe in god and in heaven and in soul, what I’m trying to say is, that our subconscious (wow that’s a hard word to spell...) is our soul and when we are sleeping our soul somehow disconnect with our body and could visit another galaxies, I know that sounds crazy but heaven knows what can we do outside our bodies.

So that friend she also talked about her father and how he could know that he is dreaming and he could control his dreams and he could go anywhere he’d like. Now i can’t really imagine how would that look like because then you wouldn’t want to wake up. What if that is the future, that we could actually live in our dreams. In my point of view that could kill you I mean, you could fall into a trance and never wake up, that can lead to not eating at least physically and would be just crazy creepy but still wonderful we could live anywhere we could do anything. A dream maybe is a different galaxy that our spirit lives, and we have that connection or maybe, that there are two of us, you and a “dream you” and when you are sleeping you are in the world of a “dream you” and when you are awake a “dream you” is dreaming your world. It’s sounds extremely crazy, but maybe there actually is no physical world and we are just ideas that are created through dreams that are flowing somewhere in the galaxy or maybe like Avatar, our body is connected to the machine that creates a world around you, but you are actually laying still and you don’t realise that.

That is truly creepy, I’m freaking myself up by saying those things, but wow. maybe those thoughts that I have now are the program bugs that want’s to let us know that this isn’t true.

Well I hope you are not freaked out too much, I don’t really think that this is true, but I think there is something more to this life than just living, that just can’t be a full circle and then you live life in peace in heaven? I can’t imagine that how does the peace look like? how does it feel? But I have to believe in it, because there sure is something, we are more than just physical beings, the world is something more than just that, but what? we will never know well until we close our eyes for the last time.

Now that I wrote this I will be thinking about it for days and it will be hard for me to fall asleep, because this thoughts will haunt me for a long time.

I know you are a bit shy, but please comment below if you ever realised you are dreaming and how do you wake up how is that possible? Please if you are not shy please let me know

P.S. Of course, a big thanks goes to Google Drive that is helping me spell those crazy english words (I'm not good at that). And I'm adding this illustration I've painted don't to freak you out even more

Be well! I’ll write soon!

Beauty of writing the blog!

Hey guys!

Today I'll talk about the blog and me blogging. Why did I start? What do I want with that? What do I think about it?

1st how did I start? Well while I was looking for some answers and thoughts about some theme (I don't remember what was I looking for) I saw/read some posts on the Blogger and they were about them selves and their's days and stuff like that. If you read post here on Blogger you probably know what am I talking about.
So I didn't want that, I'm not famous and nobody is interested in my day or what am I doing so I started with posting my paintings and then I left for like a year or something like that. And if you read my blog (talking to those two person, who are reading me; btw thanks for taking the time for reading this) you know that I write when I have something to say, so my post are written like every week or maybe not, it depends on when I have the inspiration to write.

So for today, I'll be one of that other persons who are talking about them selves (don't take me wrong I talk about myself too, but "in the different way" (?), hope that you know what am I talking about)

My first post was I think Somertime sadness, I know it was lame and boring, but in that moment I felt like dying... hahaha bored, but my feeling-and I was talking about myself. That start was something that fell of me, cuz I wanted to talk and speak and tell people something, even 1 or 2 I don't care, I just hope they like it :). Something pushed me to speak and talk and inspire people trough my thoughts and way of living my life and then I started with things that inspires me or helping me or even troubles me and trough my process of living I want to teach you and help you with some stuffs/things. And as you know I always start with the opening (sometimes question, sometimes just a pologue) and then I start to talking about this perticular thing with meaning in my life or how do I do that and then I try to inspire you and give you some tips to be better at this, to don't be afraid of doing that, everybody make mistakes (like today I got sharpie on our leather couch, thank goodness nobody was hope, so I had time to clean it, uhh Hallelujah that was something)

these are some of the posts, in others I talk about my look through the movie, or book (I really haven't done the book yet, but I'll do it, already have a book :) ) so throught those posts I want to bring your eye in the hidden place of movie and maybe see it from the other engle, maybe better one (i don't know, nobody complained about it, should I add yet? )

So this is my prospective of seeing my writing and here it comes tips and tricks about it.
Maybe don't listen to me, cuz I don't have a lot of viewers, but if you do here is some of my tips!

1.Don't be afraid of doing the blog, if you're doing cuz you like and not because you want to be popular and shit, I mean along the way that could or should happen (didn't yet with me)

2. Write and thing about things that you know and love, for those you don't know ask or instructe yourself about it.

3. Don't ever foget about your feeling, put that in your post so you give something more something special in it

4. Don't be sad if not a lot of people are reading you, you write from your heart and people who see and read that can be happy, even one or two

5. Don't rush while writing, cuz thoughts comes in different moments

6. Be happy that you have a blog and you can write from your heart not just about your day and how were you washing the dishes :/

I hope that help you in some way and here is the final touch to that post...the epilogue

I love writing the things that I love and the beauty that those things has. You'll get the beauty of writing trought your posts and way you think.
So never forget that you were put here on this planet to be yourself!!

Night!

I want to talk about night and what people see in it.

Yup it's a black hole that doen't starts anywhere or finishes anywhere, it's just there...

Sun is tired, and he has to go to bed! Just kidding haha!

Night is here for us! To rest, relax and enjoy! Night is there for inspiration! And why? I would say, because it is mysterious! We can't tell why, but we can tell that in the night everything comes to us! We don't have to fight for a dream or thoughts that come to us in the night. I would say that night is our poem!

And I'm so glad that I can hear him! I'm so glad that I can talk, speak to him (please don't take this in a mad/strange way, cuz I'm talking metaphorically)

A lot of people talks about beauty of the night, because we don't know how she (I like to say that night is a beautiful maid, hidden in the dark) looks like, but we do hear her!

And something dark is very magical (dark, i mean beautiful dark)! And magic is something that doesn not exists, but we can feel it! (hope that you understand what am I talking about) 

Even Lady Gaga talks about it!! I just love her!!! She wants to marry the night, be different and don't give up, because night is something strange but beautiful!

And I like that!!!

So I challenge you to go out one night for a walk and feel this beauty (I have to say, that will sound stupid, but sometimes I'm afraid of the dark, but not in the nature, because you see how everything is resting-flora, fawna) and when you feel it enjoy for few moments! And then you'll hear her every night before you fall asleep, she'll never leave you!

P.K